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Tuesday, April 24, 2007

AHHH!!

after months and months of training, be it ballet or SYF, it's finally over.

a wave of relieve washed down my body like every bit of stress and negativity is GONE!

and now, it's more of waiting for the results. AND YES THE NERVOUSNESS IS BACK!!!

omg.. like i make a bloddy mistake at the 1st eighth count of our dance. wtf??! excited until like this?!?!? ghahhh. but after that everything went well, including my all-time fear - THE BRIDGE -. I've also taken note of Hannah's comment on how my head should turn more. Yup it feels much nicer tooo. Hahaha. Oh yeah.. Before the SYF performance, all of us were nervous like nuts! Ok not alll... but i must admit I WAS! And my friends were like "But you're already so experienced!!" ok, true. but i STILL get nervous. backstage. after that i should be more stable.

Hmmm. Ok, so i got to school at about 6.40am. and more and more people streamed in. But many people were late! I wonder how Wanjing(our dearest treasurer)'s gonna collect the fees (there's a rule that if you're late, u have to pay FIVE BUCKS) ahaha. Oh yah! See hiang gave me lollipop. Natasha our chairman got us mars bars. Wheee. Nice seniors we have aye? Yep yep. We warmed up in the hall, and TK gave us 11 encouraging claps to boost our confidence and moral. It did make my day.. along with the many many MANY sms-es that I received. Many were wishing me good luck for my exam and SYF, so in turn i sent out smses to others who were also having SYF!

We went in a bus at about 10+am to UCC. Gosh, it was my 3rd or 4th time there (had a performance at UCC when i was.. young) and i remember how nice it looked. Hahah. Nothing much changed i guess. The stairs and all were at the exact same place. And the snack machine, the drinks machine. Hmmm. Was excited when SAC dancers came streaming in too (you must be wondering how i knew since they were in costumes... well, u know there're helpers in uniforms right?). So when my sch dancers sat down, i was the only idiot standing up (in search for Mel and Cammie). They all looked the same!! I couldn't tell where they were in the crowd of.. uhm.. dancers. Den suddenly this person stared and smiled at me for a couple of seconds. I bet she also thought I looked different! Covered with stage make-up and dressed in a costume, Mel recognised me! So i started to smile unknowingly and waved at her. Hahaha, luckily she waved back! If she didn't, i might look like some goondu idiot waving at strangers. HAHA :) Didn't get to see cammie for now..

Oh oh den came TKGS!!! AHHHHAA!! That pro school with pro dancers and pro people. That school with formed our next-door neighbours. That school. Hahaha. And they went to the other side first, to get their hand drawing done. It looked nice! They were also in red cuz their dance was "THE FLAME". Hot, i guess =P Den noelle and her schoolmate came to the holding area first.. HAHA! That girl ah. She dao-ed me for awhile just because of THAT sms i sent to many people at one go. LOL! Excuse me lah girl, i had no time right! I can't even take pics lor! You know how badly i wanted to take pics not!! Haha ok ok. Then daphne came along! Yay she's a nice senior lah. Hahaha. Smart too. Cuz she guessed it. wtf! HAHAHA. Ok ok. Den came hahaha. Lol. She must have thought i was an idiot when i hid behind my junior, and smiled+waved at her when she was lookin at me. HAHA. Alisha the Idiot. Yeah. Den came NAt.G! Hhahahahha. Ok i must thank Nat.G for giving that mysterious goodluck huh. But it's no longer mysterious anymore! Cuz she was too smart to guess! Boo!! Lol. DEN MY BRUDDER CAME LAH! HAHAH! So as i was hiding among the crowd of TKSS dancers, i suddenly dashed right up the BRUDDER and gave her a BIG SLAP! BOOM! Hahahhaa. I bet her heart stopped for a moment. LOL! Oh yah, den st. margs' came. OMG ! I SAW JANE!! HAHHAHAHA!! She's part of the pro pro dancer group too lah. St. margs' looked really nice. Ok ok. enough of holding-area situations.

Hmmm den when we went into the backstage area, I WAS CONNED!! There wasn't even any dressing room lah wtf. Den our things juz kena thrown to one side. Zzzz. Oh yeah. I was very happy during the backstage. Haha. Just because TKGS was beside us. And i received even more Good lucks and All the bests. Ahhhh. So happpy :)

Ok ok! PERFORMANCE! AHHHH!!!!! I told ya i screwed up a lil at the beginning. Den after that i think Rika got a lil' over nervous. But it's ok rika! The MOST GLARING mistake was when someone couldn't get up on time, and got up when everyone was already down again. Aiyah, cannot blame her lah. But it's still very O.M.G.. ok ok. Den i think i was emo after that because i rushed out just in hope to watch a BIT of tkgs's item. Then my dad was already waiting for me outside. So i got a lil' held back when my naggy mum came to call me. AIYOH! MY EXAM IS AT 2.55PM LEH. NOT 1.30 LAH. And so i rushed to the audience seats. Then the usher/person-in-charge was dilly-dallying away. So wth! Then when we got in, TKGS just ended. OMG! I tell you, at the moment i really wanted to cry. I just cannot accept the fact that i couldn't watch even the last 10 seconds! Silly me should have just stayed behind and watch them from backstage. So i was emo for the next 10 minutes. And i stayed behind awhile more to watch St. Margs' and SAC! Wooow. Cammie was lifted! So nice lah. And Mel was the centre girl! HAhahaha. Go Mel! Den my friends were all like "Wow that girl very pro ah.." and pointed to mel. HAhaha! I was so proud to tell them "yah, that's my senior wad." HAHAHAA. They were like "WAH! YOUR SENIOR DAMN PRO LAH!" Lol. Ok ok. den i rushed out after that cuz i had Ballet exam mah.

Den when i got down from the spiral staircase, CAMMIE SUDDENLY HUGGED ME! HAHAHA. Surprise Surprise! Well done cammie! Haha. Den i asked where's the Pro Mel? "Oh.. she's crying lah" O_O SHOCKED! Ok so i wanted to give her a last hug before rushing off to exam. Den that girl! She just slipped by past me with the whole group of dancers! WAHLAO! VERY HARD TO SEE WHO'S WHO LAH! Ok good lor. Den i was down there "Eh where's she where's she?!?!" Den Cammie came to me and said " Eh u damn blur leh! She just walked past you lah! Omg!" HAHAHA. I was damn paiseh lah. Cuz i was the only one who looked different from SAC dancers there mah. Den when i looked up, i saw Mel already halfway up the spiral staircase. AIYOH! SO FAST! Then i think while she was running, she tripped a bit. Mel ah, dun try to run so fast lah ok? Later u fall down! Worse right! i bet she was damn paiseh. Hahaha :P

So after that i rushed for ballet exam. DEN U KNOW WHAT! I DIDNT BRING MY TIGHTS!!?!? OMG! Luckily Ms Lee had extra. Wah. See Hang jie jie was laughing and she said "Wah, your heart stopped for a moment right?" OMG Yeah lah! Ms Lee so scary you know! Ok ok. exam went well. Ms Lee gave me a power KitKat before going in. It DID work! It gave me -quotes ms lee- instant energy - yep! And i stole Betris' apple also. HAHAHA. So evil right x) Hmmm den after exam, Betris wanna take pic with me lo. So Ms Lee offered to help us take photo. Den she asked me how to take pic with my phone lah. So i tell her just press this button.. Den Ms Lee ask "Eh how to hold??" Den i felt a bit evil and sarcastic.. so i said "No lah, hold the camera facing you." O_O!! SHE ACTUALLY BELIEVED ME!!!! Den we could all see Ms Lee's face on my phone. OMG! I WAS ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAH!! Whoooops. Den i realised "Uh oh alisha. Wrong move." Cuz Ms Lee's gunna get me in the next lesson!! Uh oh! Hahha

Oh yeah, Jamie treated me to Ichiban Sushi! So nice right =) She even drove me to Bedok's bus stop so i just needed to take a bus home from there. Wheee.

Den my brudder was so nice. She sorta spent her time smsing me even though she needed to study. Haha. Thanks ah! I really appreciated that! And also appreciated those who wished me luck and stuff!! haha love you all loads!

Oh happy happy day!!!!!!!!! [on 23rd!]

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