Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Definitely not my day today...
even though it is new year's eve
everyone else is probably partying away
and,
at least three people i know are celebrating their birthdays today
happy birthday jinpei,
my upper sec fellow J classmate,
i know you always enjoy laughing at me
so stop laughing alright! :)
happy birthday eunice,
i don't think you'll read this because i don't think you read blogs.
hahaha.
anw, it's been enjoyable taking ballet classes with you
having to go through the rigour of our grades and major exams.
eye-opening to see the difference between people with different levels of maturity.
i'm talking about emotions, not technique!
dancers, you should know what i'm talking about ;)
happy birthday to of course,
what's-her-name.
hahahaha i'm kidding,
noelle.
stop being so bitchy k you're already sixteen years old.
hahaha we always argue and all,
and speak with CAPS on msn and what not.
but uh i cannot offend you because you'll have a lot of things to blackmail me with
heheh, happy 16th :]
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birthday wishes aside,
today, i only end up injuring myself.
whether it's emotionally or physically -_-
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so,
last day of 2008.
last 2 hours of the 366 days.
it's leap year this year right?
the year has been.. full of ups and downs.
this year marks the end of my secondary school education.
i can never thank my schoolmates,
my classmates,
sLiNgGaNg enough :]
we worked hard, played hard(er) together right!
remember the times we happily skip class,
skip lectures,
get caught,
be late for classes,
get punished,
go out slack slack hang around explore weird places after school and all?
haha it'll be a good memory to keep.
at least we can reminisce and proudly say
"we've been there, done that."
KORKOR,
we can be damn boliao at times,
prank call random people,
hide behind the audi wall
just for the sake of cheap thrill, etc.
hahaha oh well what to do.
KORKOR mind, *pause* think alike~
shortie,
you'll always be my daughter!
haha my sweet lil(literally lil) daughter,
who happens to be in the same class throughout secondary school life, with KORKOR.
daughter i swear you're damn innocent.
i think.
hahaha maybe you're asexual,
HAVE YOU CONSIDERED THAT BEFORE?
ok chew on that ;)
lisa,
lisa,
lisa lisa lisa lisa lisa lisa lisa!
wow. all nine of you.
stay cranky :]
hahaha ok im kidding.
organise another bbq pl0x.
4J'o8 needs another gathering :D
crossbreed catdog angie,
you were scared of me last time right!
think i dunno is it?
hahaha ok lah,
throughout these four years,
we've watched each other grow up
especially during cca.
you've been fun to bully :D
too bad, won't get to bully you anymore :(
wait, that's a good thing for you right! geez.
to all 4Jayianz
we've come a long way.
i know we haven't been the absolutely kickass smartypants class
but we're the class with the most awesome range of variety of people, boss :)
we've got beatboxer,
artists,
designers / technologists,
basketballer
soccer players
mats
cheena boy who sleeps a lot
big big man who is cheena boy's friend (.... busted)
haha ok enough enough, the list will go down too long.
we really stepped it up toward O level exams time.
soooo, see you guys soon during results day!
we'll do awesome (Y)
smokin starz, HELLO!!!
thanks for being such a sporting group.
i mean, HI HOW THE HELL DID WE CRASH 2 PERFORMANCES WITHIN DAYS ?!
we're mad.
mad in the good way :)
are we still carrying on though?
:/ don't think so right :(
speakin of the starz, i saw shahrir (and sufyan) that day.
haha i like his hair colour :)
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another worth mentioning about the year,
was the completion of our Grades exams.
my ballet mates.
ok so fine, i know i don't look like anything near ballerina now...
anyway, grade8'o8 is a fab class!
although we aren't as strong as our seniors,
and our Legends like amelia, seehang(ms tan shi han), kelly etc,
we did our best!
and so far, i think our class wins most bonded grade.
don't you agree? :D
sad to see the class separate..
but yeah i guess all good things come to an end :(
we'll keep in touch!
should organise ballet gathering.
BETRIS ANG ARE YOU READING THIS?
people i spend more time with during, before and after class/rehearsals:
cheerene, (very tall) buddy!
eileen, partner!
cammie the camz!
leehung, the artsy fartsy!
and of course all the awesome SDG people.
in 2008,
completed grade 8.
went for TBGo8 [omg zhong,tash, rmbr?! it was just THIS YEAR!]
went for CSTD compt.
did Nutcracker for year-end concert.
amidst preparation for Olevels (for some of us)
we did quite a bit didn't we! :]
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additional couple of people that mean heaps to me,
natasha arvind!
you're in the US now ah. enjoying life away.
thanks for being sucha cool friend aye.
we're gonna be good friends and (hopefully) that won't change!
don't be so low on self-esteem aighttt
you're an awesome person,
you have to see it for yourself someday,
through a magic mirror or something!
:D
angel! don't be so stressed la
you like always gancheong queen like that
kid is here for you!
abigail lynn oliveiro a.k.a ms pro ballerina
WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE.
thanks for being there all the time!!
yayay we're gonna lunch with IDOL on 2nd! 2 days away!
yay!!!!!
IDOL gwen mah
you miming mother ginger during Nutcracker
= ROFLMAO-ish PRO
ahaha
ohhh idol *kowtows*
shifu a.k.a wilson
thanks for training me!
even though it's just a bit.
we'll have more time next year (about an hour and 20 minutes away)
and thanks for giving advice and listening to me ah.
whatever happened to making the crew ah?
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after O levels.. we had prom..
another memory to keep (Y)
yeah crazy idea to shave and rock a mohawk
(with the 3lines and star)
i don't regret it though
i'm not a punk
but a mohawk shows the individualistic bold nature in me :]
then we had the all amazing awesome wonderful TPRAWKS!! camp.
and the REDcamp too.
RedCamp was good,
but i guess i feel more bonded with rawkers
more at home,
more welcome,
during tprawks!!
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after the camps.. there was a lot of .. time?
a lot of slack time.
dance time.
finally went back to dancing after the long break for Os.
went out and caught up with people too,
like shihui candy
and the really impromptu outing with charmaine.
haha mad, but really enjoyed myself :]
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[edit]
oh yeah, forgot to add in,
my family.
been a roller coaster ride this year.
with what happened to mom.
and how things have changed
but i guess change for the better yeah?
btw, mom's (slowly) recovering,
thank you all who showed concern :)
guess 2oo8 has been really eventful huh..
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sooo,
even if i don't mention your name in this post,
you're still special.
and in one way or another,
you've left a mark in alisha's 2oo8.
everyone,
let's welcome 2009 with open arms.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 9:47 PM {
Capoeira (Y)

just watched a few capoiera video clips that were worth watching.

brings back some memories of o7 camp when we did capoiera :]

and,
for the record,

my brother is taking capoeira classes in France.
nice one.
~~
(>^_^)> Groove groove~!
<(^_^<)
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 5:51 PM {
aye, forgot to blog about betris' lil gathering
haha thanks betris for being a cool host and invited mee
anw i had to leave early
sorry!
and i still dunno which one is your ahem friend.
soo, the food was fun
i like the crackers with cheese thing
and i like your cute cup hahaha.
pink 7up is good (Y)
and you cooked!
O_O
so proud of you.
you know what we should do,
we should do a ballet people gathering.
i'll volunteer to cook with ya!
and try not to cause any food poisoning hahahaha :P
thanks for the chocs too tris
seeya soon
go back for class!
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 1:10 PM {
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
pokka green tea! :D
omg noelle stop doing these kinda embracing things to me thanks.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:36 PM {
before i start,
thanks anya for the card and lollipop!
:D
and for the snowman and tree
i like cards and words and drawings because they show that you spent time on doing something for me! :D
OKAY NOW TIME TO COMPLAIN.
WTF
THERE IS SOME DUMB INSECT STUCK IN BETWEEN THE BUBBLE WRAP IN MY BOX OF VAN HOUTEN'S CHOCOLATES.
IT LOOKS LIKE A GIANT ANT WITH WINGS
WTF
DAMN DISGUSTING!
[it didn't touch my chocolates because they're well covered, so fair enough.]
BUT STILL?! HOW DID THAT INSECT GET INTO THE BUBBLE WRAP.
GROSS.
GROSS.
GROSS.
ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i'll still eat the chocolates anyway ^_^
GROSS.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:11 PM {
Sunday, December 28, 2008
gahhh mad day
phone died
used mom's
(was) in a rush
luckily wasn't late
else i would've died because i don't have any contact numbers
not in my mom's phone anyway
and the phone had only 5% of battery at that point of time
cuz i only charged it for less than 10 minutes.
thanks anya for the lollipop
wheee
noreen fell off blades
got a bad skin tear/burn on her butt/leg cuz she was wearing shorts
poor thing
alisha cycled all the way back to 7eleven to get swipes
sheu was with alisha but then alisha went too fast then sheu got left behind because dumb people were blocking her way
sorry sheu anyway :(
went back to the place nor fell
everybody was gone !
WTF
had to cycle backkkkkkkkk to our lepak spot to find them
found them
but still, leg pain
groin pain
stupid bike seat hard like anything
BUT
it was good meetin up with rawkers again
orange rawkers
and the PL s
and CL brandon was there
hahaha yes your famous eye candy president of TPSU dude
didn't stay for dinner :(
sorry guys, and girls.
meet up again sooon,
we groovy oranges always meet up so that's cool :D
[edit]
i think F&Ns fruit tree fresh drink = nice.
and,
i
need. a. haircut.
but cannot cut until O level results day,
i need to go back to collect results with proper attire,
and proper hair -_-'
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:01 PM {
Friday, December 26, 2008
good day, good day.
oh yah, not many people celebrate this,
but,
happy boxing day!
my boxing day was really enjoyable :]
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 8:04 PM {
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
wow..
ok, so.. christmas eve = kinda more than what i expected..
the day started off as usual.
i supposedly received some msg that wasn't meant for me.
it's ok such things happen.
in the evening, we went over to Aunty Dora's place.
we go there every year for christmas.
meh, Uncle Patrick offered the maids some coke+alcohol mix
and i didn't get any :(
anyway, met this lady by the name of Yvonne there.
she's in her thirties if im not wrong.
but hey she looks really young and fit.
very tanned.
brainy.
she has three different degrees!
and she just came back from australia.
she likes my hair,
i think she's cool.
oh yes, she let me take a sip from her bottle of Hoegaarden's.
so far it's a beer that i actually like.
hahaha.
no lah nat, what crush on old lady hahaha rubbish only.
mm spent good family bonding time at Aunt's.
then when i reached my doorstep,
another unexpected situation.
all i can say is...
thank you
and merry christmas.
have fun everyone,
just a few minutes to christmas :]
[and because im so jealous i didn't get Uncle Patrick's special brew,
i made my own. hahaha, you can't imagine, i used green tea.
& stole some of dad's alcohol.
just a bit though, a few drops.]
MSLEE'S PLACE TMR :D
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:21 PM {
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
life has been too fast and too slow.
basically A2 class today was ....
i didn't even do a proper class.
abs was the pro.
but she couldn't breathe towards end of class :(
betris was saying we were the "calafare" in today's class..
quite true. hahaha.
but itsh ok.
it's not everyday you have abigail lynn oliveiro, the pro who won so many championships in competitions in australia, in OUR class.
did i mention abs have super sensitive skin?
i drew my name on her arm.
picture in Greenie.
had supper with the few who turned up for class:
jiajia, cammie, betris.
[eunice went home, abs went with her family]
kinda half-supper cuz all i did was steal betris' minestrone soup :P
so, i took my own sweet time to go home again..
(it's normal yeah.)
sister called me when i was at bedok inter. to give me a short lecture again.
this time round, i managed to keep my cool.
spoke with mommy when i got home (late).
mommy seems pretty sad,
so i didn't really argue with her.
i'll listen to mom because she is my mother after all,
whereas an elder sister will always be a sister,
and she can never replace my mom.
guess i'll have to get up early tmr to go for morning walk with mom.
that's a good thing though.
gah
what's life.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:25 AM {
Monday, December 22, 2008

Taylor Lautner (Jacob Black)
over Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen) anytime.

mehhh.
yayy amanda anya panda lee found out what song was used that day.
it's called,
New Jack Swing !
THANK YOU PANDA LEE.
" Ha Ha Ha Hmm. "
(Y)
alisha's going for ballet class later.
whooo wish me luckz.
first proper ballet class since April o8.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 3:41 PM {
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Off Daughter a.k.a Tay Wei Jia Amanda Denise's blog :]
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people at their tagboards to ask them to do this! (I'm gonna skip this. Do it if you want to.)
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
How are you feeling today? Pump It Up - Joe Buddens
Think about it the game is bad playa
Ain't it bad playa
Don't worry Joey'll change it back playa
Might of heard me spittin wit Cain and Fab playa
HA. HA. HA.
Will you get far in life? Petrified - Fort Minor
I could quit and get it back like i’m riding a bike
Like stop...
...bring it back, bring it back
:D
How do your friends see you? Renegades of Funk - Rage Against The Machine
We're the renegades, we're the people
With our own philosophies
We change the course of history
Everyday people like you and me
Wheeee, Geminis have more than 1 personality right. So, we are the renegades of funk!
Will you get married? Bojangles - Pitbull
hahaha no i'm not gonna put any lyrics here, it's damn suggestive.
What's your best friend's theme song? I'll Be Loving You Long Time - Mariah Carey
You ain't even gotta worry
About a thing I gotcha babe
And ain't nobody takin' me away
It's not a game I'm here to stay
awww :)
What was primary school like? Magic - PCD
with just one blink of an eye
like magic magic magic
pretty much.
What is the best thing about your friends? Alright - Kinnie Starr
We can go there
We can go anywhere
HAHAHA okkk.
What is in store for this weekend? Love Lockdown - Kanye West
Now keep your love locked down
You lose
The (boring) weekend's just over. Mehhh, i lose :(
What song describes you? Replay Boom Track - SHINee
Replay, replay, replay.
you know what, the rest of this song mainly ain't english.
hahahaha so i don't know what it describes me?
To describe your grandparents? To Where You Are - Josh Groban
i can copy and paste the whole chunk of lyrics here because this song fits well.
i've only one grandparent left, and he's my grandfather (father's side) who lives in China.
How is your life going? 18 Dummy - The Federation
We're goin eighteen, Dummy. eighteen, Dummy.
yes i know i'm turning 18. relax ah.
What song will they play at your funeral? Hip Hop Is Dead - Nas
Hip hop just died this mornin'
And she's dead, she's dead
EH? I'm NOT lying about this ah. All i have to say is "Yeaaaaaah, right.. i wish."
How does the world see you? I Hate This Part - PCD
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
ooh.. i see.
You have a happy life? Stripper Friends - Tila Tequila
HAHAHAHAHAHHAA.
NO. COMMENTS. oh right lyrics. here,
We all want to live
We all want to learn
How to love without getting burned
We want to be loved
Are we good enough?
yeah yeah
What do your friends really think of you? Trouble - Ne-yo
hahahaha. yeah yeah i'm just trouble thanks.
but i'm fun trouble, so i think you guys will forgive me for being a trouble ;)
Do people secretly lust after you? Say Goodbye - Chris Brown
Girl it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need.
no link :X
How can I make myself happy? If - Mario
I guess i finally see
You never wanted me
Let this happen and it proves
That your love was never true
If you let her take me from you
ok this is sad.
What should you do with your life? All The Things - Joe
Girl to me you're like a diamond I love the way you shine
A hundred million dollar treasure
I'd give the world to make you mine
I'd put a string of pearls right in your hand
Make love on a beach of jet black sand
hahahaha woah imagine trying out the last line...
Will you ever have children? They Don't Want Music - BEP
I don't know what you came to do
I came to drop the phunk on you
Depends on that sonic sound
But you know what?
They don't want music [2x]
They just want (a boom, boom, boom boom boom [2x])
They don't want music, they don't know how to use it
hahahaha so my kids won't want music, but they just want "boom boom boom"?
maybe they'll be dancers/bboys/bgirls and stuff.
but hey all dancers need music!
ok this is just confusing me.
THE END.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:21 PM {
ah, computer.
alisha has been off computer for a while.
christmas party on friday night was so-so..
camz eileen eunice sam and i went.
then there were other people there, invited guests and such..
a lot of china people,
but hey they're all like smart asses
either in JC or universities already.
vincent (one of the hosts who is a teacher at HCI) was shocked when i introduced myself,
[we had to do self-introductions]
because he thought i was older than my actual age :/
camz parents were nice. they sent me home
(and they even know about my mom.. woah cammie's mouth ah..)
ok so i got home and couldn't sleep until 3+..
next morning, got up and went to MEET ABIGAIL!
hahaha yay welcome back abs (this is really late but ok wtv)!!!
abs gave me a HUGE box of nougats.
alisha is happy kid.
hahahaha.
thanks abs!
then we went to oschool and i went for ryan's hiphop.
abs stayed out to watch (even then, she can rmbr the routine better than i can)
hahahaa fine i admit im a noob.
after class, we went to crestar!
just to visit..
i left the studio after the 7s did their barre work.
saw ms lee outside, talking to some parent,
she signalled me to wait for her to finish talking to she could come over..
mm, ms lee wanted to call for relief cuz she was really tired
[she and family went to cambodia for mission trip?]
but too much paperwork to be done.
yeh..
no sdg tonight..
no more sdg..? rawr..
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:11 AM {
Friday, December 19, 2008
ABS. says:
WHAT'S WRONG WITH CHOCOLATE?
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
CHOCOLATE RULES
ABS. says:
EXACTLY!
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
BUT TOO MUCH GETS U BIG
ABS. says:
i'll i'll.. i'll do.. 10 sit ups
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
LOL
.new Styleus.alisha < says:
ROFLMAO!!
ABS. says:
WHAAAAAAAAAT! WHEEEEEEE.
back back back back back in singaporeeeeee
welcomee backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk abss!
i'll drag you to see the awesome oschool graffiti wall!

tomorrow's the last chance!
christmas party tonightzz.
alisha will stay in till then.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:53 PM {
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
just got back not long ago from a wake.
1st aunt's husband passed away..
anw, alisha's not v close to him.
the main reason was because mum, sis and kids were going,
so i might as well go.
saw my relatives.. aunts, uncles, cousins.
best part, today = first time relatives saw alisha with mohawk.
aunty dora couldn't recognise me.
uncle steven too.
and a lot of others.
aunty dora made a funny comment,
"alisha! i couldn't recognise you! i thought you were allen! and then i was wondering, 'who is this gentleman'..."
YAH i don't look that much like a boy thanks
people should stop having the impression that only guys carry mohawks,
girls can have that much attitude and spunk in them aight ;)
chit chat with the cousins.
my cousins are damn old.
or rather, just damn old to me.
because i'm probably around 10+ years younger than they are.
soooo, mainly they spoke with sister,
i just sat and listened.
and answered when appropriate..
"what school?"
"oh finish O levels.. so where do you intend to go?"
etc.
YEAH.
my muscles are ACHING.
aching!
hello, it's been how long since i last ached from dance?
very long.
must be ryan's class that made me ache today.
ah, but 1 hour or so of lyrical
cannot be compared to everyday classes i used to attend.
ok alisha misses the tough ballet training.
OH and today's outing was mad random.
was supposed to go out but last minute kena cancelled.
so i call call call sooooo many people and
FOUND ANOTHER BORED SOUL!
charmaine tay a.k.a the short one.
HAHAHA ok fine i know im short too but charmaine is a lot shorter :D
we went to waraku, japanese casual pasta and cafe!
[and we were talking about formal pasta.. hilarious xD]
had nice pasta.
and nice potato toast
and the disgusting tomato toast.
hahahaha really gross stuff that thing.
but the pasta's real good :D
walked around a bit bit,
then alisha had to go off...
sorry charms hope you had a fun time hopping to bobby's house :D
mm, reached home later than supposed timing.
stupid lah i hate my sister's control.
what to do.
HI SNOWFLAKE, WHEN ARE YOU GONNA COME TO ME.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 10:52 PM {
Monday, December 15, 2008
after planning for so damn long, finally got to attend open class.
first and/or second open class/es today/tonight.
gin's hiphop, (choreography by xuehui)
song: Attitude Problem.
funz.
and !
carol is back! did she come back since very long ago already?
anw, just saw her today, she was participating in Gin's class, same as us.
carol's awesome (Y)
mel said sth about carol used to be under ms lee, so she's our senior :O
Gin is a fun teacher
and she's really fwoah. (and very, very nice)
carol too. both of them awesome.
buddy cheerene couldn't make it.. ah well.
so it was just camz, partner, and me.
then they left first,
while alisha stayed on for ryan's lyrical.
guess who she saw!
first, gan pin.
then, deborah.
deborah the ex-BALLET senior of mine who used to be in basketball.
heheh, she couldn't remember me for a while.
she thought i was her ex-basketballer friend.
ryan's class was *thumbs up
song: My Skin by Natalie Merchant.
emo, emo.
but good to dance to.
choreography = technical + emotional.
nice.
the song goes like this:
Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand
Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them
I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
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that's where we stopped.
i think because of being too emotional,
i thought too much after class.
my bad, sorry homez.
don't get mad at me..?
sigh, bud can't go out tmr.
guess i'll have to hang around with somebody else,
or get rusty at home.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:43 PM {
Sunday, December 14, 2008
watch the rain play. says:
hey candy
watch the rain play. says:
are you a normal girl with a mohawk
watch the rain play. says:
or a girl who likes girls
HAHAHAHAHAHA SHUT UP SHIHUI.
ultimate classic of the year hahahaha.
ANYWAY the day has been so woohoo i dun even know how to blog.
basically,
the performance went good.
and no alisha didn't take a picture of herself wearing the dress ms lee forced her to wear.
i like the guest performers and the miming.
i like ms lee's items.
esp, the seniors one.
waltz of the flowers !
MY STRONGEST SUIT was a lie for alisha.
firstly, the dress wasn't MINE, it was my sister's.
secondly, a dress wouldn't be alisha's STRONGEST outfit.
thirdly, it's called my strongest SUIT. not my strongest DRESS.
zzzzzz
strongest suit, the irony,
still a favourite.
strongest suit to the max! (damn noisy, we were zi-highing ! )
ehh ms lee hugged helpers/teachers! she hugged me from the back cuz i couldn't spin around in time! haha that was cute, i was like errr ok you're welcome ms lee! :D
the food was alright.. the last part was funny though.
we were stealing all nice food meant for VIPs
and some special patty-less cheeseburgers reserved for vegetarians.
tasted like empty without the meat in the burger.
ANW!
the performance in short has been great fun :D
hahaha fine, i don't mind dancing in a dress if it makes everyone laugh.
well, everyone who was there like all the dancers and all.
if you weren't there then too bad you won't get to see alisha in a dress,
not even the juniors who were stuck in their rooms,
by the time they came down backstage, alisha was already changed back into her pants :)
INTRODUCING,

my IDOL! and idolizer.

MOTHER GINGER a.k.a GWENdolin MAH
i rmbr how i was a junior back then and she was a senior and she's so cool.
she's still cool.
and smart!
acjc then SIM then NUS zomggg.
zomg yesterday while she was miming as Mother Ginger,
i was literally roflmao-ing at the stage L wing.
FREAKING entertaining.
and tree was like "OMG gwen, did you see one of my girls?! she was just there in the state of blur and just staring at you when she is supposed to dance!"
gwen is
awesome.
okkk im too lazy to blog.
i know a lot of stuff happened but they're somewhere in my memory can't seem to pull it out.
oh well.
BEEN GOOD DONE GREAT AWESOME SHOW WELL DONE!
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 1:07 AM {
short picture post.
I LIKE MY SHIRT!
although the teachers' ones were cooler with their names written on the lower bottom part/ass.

mine says,

you got it! CREW baby, CREW.
and look at the number of students under ms lee.

it's slightly more than 2 pages.

even with all the students from other teachers added together,

don't beat the strength of 320 students.
ms lee = :O awesome.
i like this page!
all the young teachers!

jas, mel, jia, tree, cheryl, zhong!
all my seniors, they AWESOME.
oh and jinyi's on the previous page (with ms lee and ms veronica)
jinyi's my senior too!

friday, blocking rehearsal at vt.
was supposed to wear this to do strongest suit, but no ms lee had to make me wear a dress -_-
after friday's rehearsal, we walked all the way from vt to city hall mrt.

supposedly, that night was the biggest moon night.
according to.. i forgot who, i think my idol?
k i'll introduce my idol later,
anw, this is the biggest moon night.

freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:34 AM {
Thursday, December 11, 2008
this is a very very very very wordy post.
had a good talk with ms lee today..
"carry on like this and you'll turn butch"
which is rather true, come to think of it.
hahahaha no, alisha ain't butch.
but alisha ain't femme too.
hence, the term androgyne.
anw, ms lee doesn't want me to stop ballet.
and she wants my hair to grow back..
but, helloooo i might keep my mohawk for a while...
how to let my hair grow back?
ok what i really like about ms lee,
is that she allows us to have freedom of choice.
she'll do her best to throw information at us,
to educate us to the best of her ability,
but at the end of the day, we are the ones who make the decisions.
which is good, alisha likes.
unlike my sister who only knows how to control me.
oh yeah today wong.jiamin charms and i went crazy over talking from 3rd person p.o.v
which means we speak not using the terms "I", "ME", "MY" etc.
instead of going "I left my bag outside the studio"
charmaine says "Charmaine left charmaine's bag outside the studio!"
and i reply "oh yah, alisha wants to leave bag outside the studio too!"
or jiamin answers "Jiamin hold means Jiamin drink, you know?"
ok i think im just confusing you,
those that understand the situation, HELLO!!
ok no link.
ya.
ms lee seems so stressed nowadays.
before i left, eunice and i went to say bye to ms lee
(she was talking to brandon about some concert pictures thingo)
then ms lee came and gave me a hug, woah honestly, i was caught by surprise.
instead of getting angry/disappointed/pissed off, she gave me a hug.
alisha = so touched.
so alisha told ms lee not to stress..
then ms lee said "stressed? i'm stressed by you ah.. be a good girl ok?"
"i will i will :) "
oh yeah that's when ms lee shared her story of her secondary school friend who turned butch and just couldn't snap out of it, even until today (she's already in her early forties, btw)
and yes, ms lee also told alisha to get back to ballet class.
"you cannot stop. i want you to come back.
you can go do your hiphop, your breakdance, whatever.
but your ballet training and knowledge, it doesn't stop like that"
oh yeah. just when i happily plan to go for class,
sudden rehearsal crop up.
there goes another class by ryan that alisha cannot attend.
sorry amanda-anya-ahnia lee !
eh, after this sat, should be more free.
HAHA i haven't blogged about some parent who complained about
"a girl who dressed like a boy" right.
basically, some parent called up crestar to complain that
there is a girl who dressed like a boy (during sunday's combined rehearsal)
and told her kid that she is a boy
and (the parent) doesn't like her kid playing with a guy.
and this "girl dress like boy" is most probably me.
RAWR! damn long story but anyway i didn't dress like a boy and i didn't tell any kid i was a boy (except for francine but she knows im joking, and her parents know me and ms lee so they wont complain. the complain didn't come from marine parade students btw)
that was the reason why ms lee wanted to talk to me la.. bout the impression i give other ppl and all.
haha ok at least ms lee understands.
Moral of story: Be careful of what you say to children.
& Be aware of what impression you give other people, especially when you are a senior,
because kids&juniors tend to follow you unknowingly, and pick up your language.. so if you always go SHIT SHIT! they will learn from you and go SHIT SHIT SHITTT!!
while ms lee was talking to us before rehearsal started,
said she and Uncle Jeff wanna work with youths,
more specifically, problematic youths,
like those with IDENTITY CRISIS,
then she LOOKED at ME thanks.
then the nice dancers started laughing.
sooo alisha has identity crisis
well done !
*thumbs up*
I DONT HAVE IDENTITY CRISIS LAHHHHH.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:22 AM {
Tuesday, December 09, 2008

he is THE dog of the year.
hahaha i wanna catch it in 3D!
alisha wants something to wrap ard the neck,
because for the past few days she's been using WCO long towel and it's fun.
so alisha considered a scarf
but then again she probably won't use the scarf much -_-
hmmm maybe a bandana.
shall look for a nice one.
if not, the towel actually looks fine lah heheh.
im sleepy. rawr.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 7:34 PM {
Monday, December 08, 2008
Icebreaker / Introductions:
My nephew & niece,

Raine & Shanya Tok.
all-white today,

myself.
my sister,

extreme left.
she could be my 2nd mother since she's 16 years older than i am.
yup she's the one controlling me like hell mad now,
what to do, she's the eldest amongst the siblings.

isn't Raine so cute :)
he's cuter when he smiles, just smiles :)

she's become so heavy.

Jocelyn holding Mommy's hand, Susanti, Alisha holding Shanya's hand [and her pink jacket -_-]



hugging me at my ribs,

now climbing onto me like a monkey,

and strangling my neck :/
soo we had dinner at sakae..
the tempura icecream dessert thing is yummy.
didn't take picture of the real thing,

after dinner,
Shanya just kept running around,

and around,

and around me.

& she (tried to) tie me and santi with my sister's green scarf.

that rascal gets naughtier as she ages.. but it's fun :)
managed to catch a quick freeze while waiting for sis.
.new Styleus. in the making,
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 9:47 PM {
brrrr.
cold morning.
woke up feeling the drop in temperature..
went to slip teknofunk over my body.
it's been long since i last wore my t.f sweater.
the last time was for tchers day performance?
anyway!
abs reminded me,
my mushroom hair is fixed.
found a way to do a quarter of a styled hawk.
at least ms lee doesn't complain anymore
and i can lie flat on the floor without flattening any spikes in my hair.
eh it's kinda public hol today right?
oh yeah ytd while helping out,
i saw a few teachers!
like ms kok and ms pamela
ms kok said she wanna cut her hair like mine
damn funny, imagine ms kok with mohawk.
:O
ms kok, married with kids
:O :O
ms kok, ballet teacher
:O :O :O
SEE ABS I KNEW YOU'D DO WELL FOR YOUR PERFORMANCE
CONGRATZ!!!! :D :D
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 1:33 PM {
Sunday, December 07, 2008
trust.
lost,
again.
earn it back?
maybe in time.
since when did you become so untrustworthy, alisha?
i thought you've always pit yourself to being trustworthy,
but time and again people just lose whatever trust they had in you.
for example,
family.
sore.
damn sore.
and tired.
but who have i got to blame,
other than myself?
heavyhearted.
stupid.
alisha = stupid.
maybe i should just commit suicide and spare the world of another stupid person.
but no i won't.
think i'm gonna give up?
no,
since when did alisha get so easily beaten up.
get up, alisha.
get up and push on.
i hardly apologise unless i know it's my bad.
so once again,
i'm sorry noelle.
trying to be strong,
but hey, everyone has their bad days.
today = tiring enough helping out the whole damn day.
need food
since i lost appetite and didn't have much food the whole day.
starting to feel the hunger eating me up.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 9:36 PM {
just got home a couple o minutes ago...
feels good to be out of the house :]
today, went to oschool to register.
gin was at the counter...
she's very nice :)
i think almost everyone there is nice, in fact.
"yes? can i help you?"
"i wanna register for courses :)"
then when i mentioned more than 1 course..
gin was saying sth about "so many?"
hmmm, yeah maybe it's not normal for someone to reg. for so many course classes a week right.. but in my heart i was thinking about everyday ballet classes, last year around this time.
full stretching etc.
those were the days (Y)
okay so tmr (or technically, today, cuz its already 12.11am)
will be combi. reh day.
crestar m.p = great mess if not carefully properly organised,
[what with 500+ kids around??]
the bunch of us would be going to help :)
oh yes i got my black shirt already
no, not from giordano. hahaha.
thanks buddy & cammie for accompanying me!
o, we ate at swensens and the rocky road sizzling pan is awesome.
wlau sabo. i dont want to wear what long skirt.
don't. want.
had supper with seniors tonight.
mel zhong kit jia.
technically, zhong is still my senior even though she's same age,
cuz she did adv alr (right?)
haha i think kit is right, jia goes mad after 10pm.
no appetite again.
ate half the burger and left it alone.
ate 2 or 3 mussels and left the rest alone.
heavy hearted
tmr will keep me busy i think.
took a bus ride home with melchan again,
since damnz long ago.
melchan enough of giving me nicknames -_-
pet skunk is more than enough...
hahaha.
control,
ms lee told us about some person who is very nice to work with.
this person (i forgot his name) has no temper at all.
who has no angry comments and such.
she said he is god-sent to her, to teach her to be a more tolerant person.
and it's really nice to work with a leader like that.
at the end of the show, it just makes you feel so good.
it's great how he keeps his cool throughout,
having so many to deal with, as a manager of the show or something like that.
another reason why i love ms lee?
she ain't just a typical ballet teacher,
you don't simply walk into the studio, learn ballet, and walk out.
she's a teacher of moral values and things like that.
i owe most of my courtesy, mannerisms, and such,
to her.
of course, people aren't perfect so yeah there were times i was thrown out of class
due to misunderstandings,
she was pissed at me, don't wanna talk to me,
blah blah blah, shan't elaborate.
conclusion, all going through grade6 = problematic grade.
i want a snowflake and a christmas tree?
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:05 AM {
Saturday, December 06, 2008
enough.
just spare her already.
instead of bringing happiness, you bring the opposite.
wtf is your problem?
you know clearly im refering to you so
LOOK.
open your eyes (if you have any) and KNOW how to treat somebody.
you don't need to be taught how to treat your girl right.
i care enough for her that i might do rash things without thinking,
so,
you watch out.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 12:04 AM {
Friday, December 05, 2008
y'all know about Big BANG? the korean hiphop group.
ashley showed me one.. or more than 1 of their music vids
and i think they can dance and sing.
and maybe act?
haha yeah they good.
good enough for me to notice cuz i don't usually notice asian groups...
Here for their La La La Music Vid!
they good.
:]
damn i need a black shirt :(
no, NOT a t-shirt from Giordano, miss.
hahahahaha ;)
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 3:19 PM {
Thursday, December 04, 2008
it's hard staying positive sometimes, but i have to.
the cold hard facts are starting to sink in, aren't they?
neyo's making me sad again.
Abs, you'll do well.
sorry for showing you Chucky, my childhood fear, and giving you such a bad scare...
tell me about the performance alright?
noelle,
don't be so despo k? sigh.
and alisha,
get a grip.
OK ENOUGH go away sadness go away.
Optimism.
Life will be better.
Everybody, repeat after me,
LIFE WILL BE BETTER.
LIFE WILL BE BETTER.
Zzzz. i'll find something to do.
Abs do well!
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 10:30 PM {
HELLO ABS better known as ABIGAIL LYNN OLIVEIRO,
I KNOW YOU'LL DO AWESOME AND COOLSOME AND WHATEVERSOME FOR YOUR PERFORMANCE TOMORROW!
You've my well-wishess!!!
JUST A FEW MORE DAYS BEFORE YOU'RE BACK TO SINGAPORE :D
WE'LL CRASH CRESTAR TOGETHER WHEN YE BACK, AIGHT?
[damn it i don't know the exact date. ahahahaha]
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 4:22 PM {
basement jaxx got me addicted.
first heard Do Your Thing about 6 years ago?
when we were doing under the sea? or was it anastacia?
ok i can't rmbr, it's one of the crestar concerts.
then i heard it last year because mr jasper used it for amkss's item i think.
then i heard it on charmaine's blog.
so i went to d/l..
You Are the Ego
|

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.
|
People Envy Your Energy
|

You've got the drive and determination to keep your life in order, and you are on track to be a huge success.
People tend to envy all you've got in life, but they don't understand the work that goes behind it!
|
there're more quizzes that i did but didn't put up here..
mmmm looks like a good weather day today?
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 1:57 PM {
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
ok today i stayed home after waking up early to go get vegetarian breakfast.
brought sister's pair of shoes to the bedok inter. cobbler.
i think today is my meet-nice-people day.
hmm ok firstly,
i got up early [7-ish?] (btw that's VERY early because usually i get up around 12+++.)
went to the market to get vege. food.
mom instructed, so i bought a share for dad too.
when i took the lift down, i saw my neighbour. he's like this grandfather dude and i always see him around so i greeted him "Uncle". then woah he started talking to me like asking me where i was going and stuff.
at the vege. stall, the lady boss was nice to me lah she spoke to me with a smile. hmmm, maybe because i had nice aura around me today? :)
then at the bus stop while waiting for bus to bedok inter, this old lady came up to me and asked if 60 goes to tampines, and i told her nono, it goes to bedok. then she thanked me with real gratitude. maybe that's why i find some elderly really nice to talk to (at times).
THEN at bedok inter while i got sister's shoes to mr old cobbler,
he was so nice to me! the whole convo was in chink btw.. so my chink still can pass la right ;)
"Uncle.. repair this please?"
"the back is it? ok ok. drink tea already?"
"uhm no, i'm kinda in a rush..."
"oh no problem! i do yours for you first, very fast"
then he threw the shoe he was working on to the side and started working on my sister's pair.
soooo nice. and within minutes, he was done.
i tell you his workmanship is (Y) *thumbs up*
ok, i should have this kinda attitude and nice aura ard me everyday.
basically i spent my afternoon on sidereel.com
ahahaha,
btw thanks noelle for the recommendation ;)
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i don't know but i believe
that some things are meant to be
and that you'll make a better me
everyday i love you
i never thought that dreams came true
but you've shown me that they do
you know that i learn something new
everyday i love you
cuz i believe that destiny
is out of our control
and you'll never live
until you love
with all your heart and soul
it's a touch when i feel bad
it's a smile when i get mad
all the little things i am
everyday i love you
if i asked would you say yes
together we're the very best
i know that i am truly blessed
everyday i love you
and i'll give you my best
everyday i love you.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 7:24 PM {
Monday, December 01, 2008
Everyone, say hello to December!
Before you know it, it's gonna be Crestar's Performance.
Before you know it, abigail lynn oliveiro will be back from aussie. (!!)
Before you know it, i'm gonna start going for classes again.
Before you know it, it's gonna be Christmas.
Before you know it, 2009 will be here.
Before you know it, TP's open house. (!)
Before you know it, O Level results would be out ._.
Before you know it, we'll get back into the rigour of studying, homework, projects and exams.
ok thinking too far ahead !
Gah, i'm starting to peel from sentosa's outing which is about a week ago.
Random fact #1: I like getting sunburnt because i like having lobster-red skin colour.
Random fact #2: I don't mind getting suntanned because i'd rather be darker than fairer.
Random fact #3: I really really like chocolates.
hahaha ok #3 is really random.
wanted to go TCA.. changed my mind anyhow.
christmas is in the air,
i want a snowflake.
freestyleR bRoKe iT doWn @ 11:45 PM {