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Thursday, December 11, 2008

this is a very very very very wordy post.

had a good talk with ms lee today..

"carry on like this and you'll turn butch"
which is rather true, come to think of it.
hahahaha no, alisha ain't butch.
but alisha ain't femme too.
hence, the term androgyne.

anw, ms lee doesn't want me to stop ballet.
and she wants my hair to grow back..
but, helloooo i might keep my mohawk for a while...
how to let my hair grow back?

ok what i really like about ms lee,
is that she allows us to have freedom of choice.
she'll do her best to throw information at us,
to educate us to the best of her ability,
but at the end of the day, we are the ones who make the decisions.
which is good, alisha likes.

unlike my sister who only knows how to control me.

oh yeah today wong.jiamin charms and i went crazy over talking from 3rd person p.o.v
which means we speak not using the terms "I", "ME", "MY" etc.
instead of going "I left my bag outside the studio"
charmaine says "Charmaine left charmaine's bag outside the studio!"
and i reply "oh yah, alisha wants to leave bag outside the studio too!"
or jiamin answers "Jiamin hold means Jiamin drink, you know?"
ok i think im just confusing you,
those that understand the situation, HELLO!!
ok no link.

ya.
ms lee seems so stressed nowadays.
before i left, eunice and i went to say bye to ms lee
(she was talking to brandon about some concert pictures thingo)
then ms lee came and gave me a hug, woah honestly, i was caught by surprise.
instead of getting angry/disappointed/pissed off, she gave me a hug.
alisha = so touched.
so alisha told ms lee not to stress..
then ms lee said "stressed? i'm stressed by you ah.. be a good girl ok?"
"i will i will :) "

oh yeah that's when ms lee shared her story of her secondary school friend who turned butch and just couldn't snap out of it, even until today (she's already in her early forties, btw)

and yes, ms lee also told alisha to get back to ballet class.
"you cannot stop. i want you to come back.
you can go do your hiphop, your breakdance, whatever.
but your ballet training and knowledge, it doesn't stop like that"

oh yeah. just when i happily plan to go for class,
sudden rehearsal crop up.
there goes another class by ryan that alisha cannot attend.
sorry amanda-anya-ahnia lee !

eh, after this sat, should be more free.

HAHA i haven't blogged about some parent who complained about
"a girl who dressed like a boy" right.
basically, some parent called up crestar to complain that
there is a girl who dressed like a boy (during sunday's combined rehearsal)
and told her kid that she is a boy
and (the parent) doesn't like her kid playing with a guy.
and this "girl dress like boy" is most probably me.
RAWR! damn long story but anyway i didn't dress like a boy and i didn't tell any kid i was a boy (except for francine but she knows im joking, and her parents know me and ms lee so they wont complain. the complain didn't come from marine parade students btw)

that was the reason why ms lee wanted to talk to me la.. bout the impression i give other ppl and all.
haha ok at least ms lee understands.

Moral of story: Be careful of what you say to children.
& Be aware of what impression you give other people, especially when you are a senior,
because kids&juniors tend to follow you unknowingly, and pick up your language.. so if you always go SHIT SHIT! they will learn from you and go SHIT SHIT SHITTT!!

while ms lee was talking to us before rehearsal started,
said she and Uncle Jeff wanna work with youths,
more specifically, problematic youths,
like those with IDENTITY CRISIS,
then she LOOKED at ME thanks.
then the nice dancers started laughing.

sooo alisha has identity crisis
well done !
*thumbs up*

I DONT HAVE IDENTITY CRISIS LAHHHHH.

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